God is a God of great mercy and long suffering according to His own word, and desires that all would come to Him and not perish, BUT He is still God, and Lord over all, and there will come a day when His patience is over, and those who refuse to honor and serve Him will be punished. He will give you every chance, and show you the way a million times, but you must CHOOSE to come to Him and accept Jesus as the way to Him. I beg you, consider your end. Question your beliefs and see if you know without doubt that you are going to be with Him forever. Do you think, or do you know? It will be worth following His rules for ETERNAL reward. Your end will be the beginning of something– you choose! Think about it!